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Friday, January 21, 2011

a LetTer tO mY pAreNtS.........



"mom"....."dad"......that was the first word that come out from my litlle mouth when i able to speak.....i still remember when i cry i always shout with that name.....i always love my parents until now and forever..........



Dear my mom and dad,

I know that I owe you a lot. You gave birth to me, you gave me to drink, you fed me, you brought me up. You even loved me. That’s what you say at least. Because things are slightly different..................

You got me here, in a world where you were forced to abandon me every day & run to jobs. You got me here & then started looking for a place you park me in.... You kept taking me to school and, because this was not enough, you kept sending me to a bunch of private tutors & lessons, plus you planted in me stress about my precarious future. Since my future was supposed to be so precarious, since you even made this planet dangerous, why did you get me here? What’s my life? Those two hours of TV & video games every day?...........


I want to see the world, to spread my wings & fly & see everything in a single moment..... I want to get out, to meet those others, to play, to entertain myself, to feel joy & not to care about the fact that tomorrow I’ll be going to school without having studied..... I want to dream a world where people won’t be looking for a place to park me, where they won’t be always having work to do, where it won’t be dangerous to meet other people, where future won’t be scaring me, where there’ll be no masters & no slaves..........

Don’t be mad at me, I’m doing what you taught me to do.....You told me that revolt is chaos & destruction. Now that I’m revolting, you’ll receive chaos & destruction.....

i love u mom,dad.....thats all i can say...its up to u to believe it or not..but,the far corner of my heart i really2 love u....

i'll prove to both of you that u will not regret my birth on this earth and u also will proud with me....kept my promise...i ll prove it....

I LOVE U MOM && DAD.!!!!!!!!


sincerely from ur son,...

My NeW yeAr reSolutiOn....

firstly,i would like to wish "happy new year" to all of u...i think its not late for me to wish because we are still in first month of the new year.......welcome "2011" and goodbye "2010"...hohohoohooooo....



I m sure that all of u have new resolution for this new year....how about your last year resolution??can all of u make it success??it is something great for those who can make it...i m sure not all of u can make it success...include me..I tried to reach my last year resolution to succeed, but i can make it only half....and i will continue it in this new year untill successfully complete.....hope all of u will help me....:)

Myfirst resolution for this year is to change
 myself to be a better person than last year...
i want to be someone....
I do not want to  create any problems that would 
trouble me and those around me....

                                    secondly,i also want to improve my pointer so that it ll be 
                                      better than last year....to achieve that,i promise i ll never                           
                                      missed any class without any valid reason....i ll do my                
                                      homework or assignment with my effort.....


and the last,i want to make sure that all of my
resolution for this year will successfully complete....
i will make it for me,for my family, for my university and also for my beloved country.....;

Sunday, January 16, 2011

THE mEaNING Of mY blog name...

actually,this is my first blog..i dont know what to say..
i just put this name for my blog because it is related with my name...
our name not just a name to recognize others but it gives us thousands of meanings.....
all people in this world has their name...include me...i also have name...so,i put it as my blog name......but i still dont know whats the meaning of my name....i promise when i know the meaning of my name,i ll post here....wait for my post ok.......:)

erkkkk....

rase2 la ape yg perlu aku tulis lam blog aku nie....
susah la mcm nie,,
dah 3 ari 3 mlm dh duk pkir psal nie...
kje len smua aku x buat sbb bende ni...
leceh la...
macam mne ni???????
kwn2...help me pleaseee................